The feeling when you're not good enough. When you don't think any guy will ever want to be with you because you're not special, you're not funny. Not pretty either. and you kinda get sick of everyone telling you you're pretty because you know its just lies, just to make you feel better. And when you do try to see into your future, you can't help but feel sorry for the guy. He's gonna be stuck with you, the ordinary, ugly and boring girl you are.
Honestly, if I was my own soulmate, I wouldn't be too keen on going back home to me either. I can't blame anyone but myself for that, and you get sad, and you try your best to change that and it's telling you your boringness is permanent at the back of your mind. That makes you sad, doesnt it? Putting your hopes up so high but at the end of the day, reality always comes back to you. The fact that someday, you'll have someone who'll love you even if it goes against all odds, and you're not even gonna believe it. Because really, you're nothing compared to all the other girls.
That's because Allah will meet you with a lover who won't compare. Who will see beauty beyond the looks and small talk that you consider boring. A lover who sees everything that no one else does and for that very reason is why you will love him too.
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